A Letter on my Doorstep

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A Letter from God on my Doorstep

I opened the door, and there on my doorstep was a personal, handwritten note from the Lord just for me!   I quickly opened the note and read the message inside.  As I read, it took my breathe away to see how personally and consistantly the Lord leans into our lives!  

The letter was actually from a friend living in Central Asia,  she was writing to thank me for an encouragement and prayer I had written her a few weeks ago. She and a fellow worker, had recently witnessed some extremely tragic events, and our community rallied together to pray for them.  In response to the news I prayerfully scribbled a quick note on a piece of construction paper  “Balm of Gilead” because i had just published a blog post about Jesus being the Balm of Gilead.

In the thank you note I found on my doorstep, my friend expressed how much she appreciated taking the time to write and pray for them in her time of grief. She saidshe was actaully moved her to tears.  

In her note she said that about a year ago, she and her co-worker had been in Scotland raising awareness about this Central Asian nation, and in that prayer meeting The Balm of Gilead was a prominent theme, and word of the Lord.

The Balm of Gliead

I really struggled with that post about Jesus being the Balm of Gilead, because it felt like a name of the Lord that I hadn’t fully encountered, and that I haven’t intimately known.

 Another part of my struggle was that I felt that it was a revelation relevant for another era, and not my own.

When I heard the news of what was happening that day, and how it had impacted my friends, I took the opportunity to reach out because I KNEW it was a word for them.

I share this story to introduce today’s name of the Lord, and to follow up on my last post #8 Name of The Lord  The Beginning.

#9 The Name of the Lord for TodayThe Beginning and the End.  

I have been chewing on this for a few days, and I haven’t been sure how to share this revelation today’s name of the lord. When i read the Letter on my front door I knew exactly what to say.  

I ended post #8 asking the question:

If you are anything like me, the exictmenthope and exlariation of new beginnings invebality hit the resisiatnce of self-doubt and fear.  I want to invite you to check out my next post, and discover how encountering Jesus as the Beginning and the End will give you as you press through that opposition and stay the course with confidence.

Today I draw strength from knowing Jesus as the Beginning and the End (Revelation 21:6) because my daily experience is that He is also the God of the middle.  

He is not just there at the Starting line cheering me on or waiting for me at the finish line.  He is with me in the race.  

As we look at the Psalms we the beautiful inheritance we have of this reality of meeting Jesus in the NOW.  As we see expressed in Ps 90:1-2

Lord, You have been our dwelling place in all generations.  Before the mountains were born Or You gave birth to the earth and the world, Even from everlasting to everlasting, You are God.

In my walk with the Lord, He has consistently spoken to me in personal and subtly ways through notes like I recently received on my doorstep.  

Granted this kind of experience could easily be perceived as subjective, but for me it is the goodness of God that is my dwelling place in all generations.  

Today I have confidence because I know He is in my beginnings and will be my God in the End, because He is with me now! He will always be my Dwelling Plave in every generation! 

I Just Thought You Should Know

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On January 13, in the year AD 532 Byzantine Emperor Justinian attended a tense chariot race in Constantinople’s Hippodrome. The competing chariot teams were known simply as the Blues and the Greens, the colors they wore. But these were more than sports teams. They had become important political factions with which the people of Constantinople and the Eastern Roman Empire identified. They had become the face which the people wore to interact with their leaders.

And on this particular January day, the people were angry. Three days earlier, some of the leaders of both the Blues and the Greens organizations were arrested and sentenced to death by Justinian for hooliganism gone too far. When two of the hangings were botched and a surviving representative from each of the Blues and the Greens was carried off to a church to seek asylum, the supporters of both groups united to petition for…

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# 8 Name of The Lord for Today: The Beginning

And suddenly you know: It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.” -Meister Eckhart

The Beginning:

And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent. 

Colossians 1:18

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“And suddenly you know: It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.” -Meister Eckhart   I love that idea, The Magic of beginnings

As we imagine beginnings, all of us see ourselves on the strating line, full of promise and potential, energized by the great dreams within us, itching for the opportunity to get out and Begin.

The more I have swapped stories with others on the highway of life, I have been sobered by horrible beginnings!  I have listened to the pain so many broken lives, and seen much tragedy, etched deeply into the introduction of so many peoples beginnings.   I personally have known that ache and longing for a new beginning! Have you ever screamed that thought…If I could only Start Over? 

I love that Jesus is the beginning of our new beginning.   If we long for the significance our lives were wired to have, we need to look a little further back in our story, and discover the truth and potential found in the person of Jesus “The Beginning”  Knowing Jesus, as The Beginning, helps us not only know the width of God but allows us to truly experience His depths as well.  

As we look to Jesus, The Beginning, I want to dip into the well today’s name is drawn from.  In Colossians 1 we see an extraordinary description of Jesus as the one that is the 1st born of all creation, Paul even makes the audiaous claim that Jesus is the very image of the invisible God!  (Colossians 1:15)

Paul opens this letter to the Colossians praying that they be filled with the knowledge of God’s will, and have ALL spiritual wisdom and understanding.  Paul’s prayer is that they might know Jesus in such a profound way that they reengage life with a radically new mind and way of living. Paul’s life long pursuit is that others could encounter this new beginning, and completely reframe the trajectory of their life.  

When we are able recognize the reboot that is on offer, we will release our capacity to dial into the perspective of one who is our True Beginning. This discovery is what will propel us through the remaining years of our lives and set a course that is inline with Jesus truest intention.  

Being dialed into the Begining is essential to true longevity in living lives that truly matter. 

I know at the beginning of the course, we are filled with so much excitement for what might be in store for us in the days and years ahead!   I am also keenly aware of the anxiety that so often creeps into our thinking.  It hits us with questions like, Can I stay the course?  Do i have what it takes to stay on point?  Haven’t you already been down this road before?  

If you are anything like me, the exictmenthope and exlariation of new beginnings invebality hits the resisiatnce of self-doubt and fear.  I want to invite you to check out my next post, and discover how encountering Jesus as the Beginning and the End will give you as you press through that opposition and stay the course with confidence.

 

Absolute Leisure and Peace

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In May of 1906 the Atlantic Monthly published a piece by American nature essayist John Burroughs who wrote of his experience camping in Yellowstone National Park with President Theodore Roosevelt. The trip itself occurred three years earlier in the spring of 1903, but Burroughs begins his essay by explaining that in the time since, he’s not had a moment to sit down and write about it what with all the “stress and strain of [his] life at [home]—administering to the affairs of so many of the wild creatures about [him].”

I can relate to that. I try to post to this blog every Thursday with some new snippet of history and nonsense, but sometimes I don’t make it. And now it has been three weeks since my last post. Summer is especially tough because my sons (7 and 9) are out of school and, well, what with the stress and…

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Discovering Life in the Margins

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A New Space

The move is finally complete, and we are so enjoying life with a little extra space!  

Our new kitchen is amazing!  Meg has been watching Trisha Yearwood’s new cooking show on The Food Network, and finally has the space to whip up some good southern cooking!  

Even Madison has been inspired! A couple nights ago she made Breakfast for Dinner!  She was pretty proud of herself!  These are the moments that make a family strong, and it was so awesome to watch Meg and Madison have the space to work together.  

The kitchen isn’t the only place that has opened up new possibilities for us.  We have been loving the space to enjoy the sunsetting over Pikes Peak.  It feels so good for Meg find a few moments to sit down and have the space and freedom to read and journal.

I just put the girls down for bed, and they seem so settled in their new space!  Since moving it has been so easy getting them settled and to bed on time!  

Discovering Life in the Margins

I titled this post Discovering Life in the Margins because of the possibility that lies dormant in the whitespace of our lives.

A year ago, Meg and I packed up a Budget Rental Truck and headed west to come back to Colorado Springs.  It has been so good to be back, but it has also been a very busy and exhausting year, one that has been crowded and cluttered.  Our family of 5, spent 12 months in two adjoining hotel rooms.  As well as plugging into the many opportunities of serving the organization we are working with.

Our recent move has given us the opportunity the regroup, set boundaries, and thrive in the new found space.  As I look back over that last season I think we did okay but am really glad we have passed through it.

More than a Move, it’s a Lifestyle

Creating Space is more than a move it is a lifestyle.  I know everyone reading this post can identity with the season I am describing.  Your life is busy, cluttered and overwhelming. You are busy and overcommitted and lack space to do the things that bring you joy and vitality! 

We all long for the peace that our yesterday’s once held.  I know you have the same struggles I have, and that you have been in that rat-race yourself.

You are trying to reach out, and hold on to the freeing power of a little space, and yet feel like you are chasing ever elusive dream!  

As Michael Hyatt puts it in a recent blog post, “margin doesn’t just happen it has to be fought for”.  In order to define Margin He quotes an exert from Margin: Restoring Emotional, Physical, Financial, and Time Reserves to Overloaded Lives, Richard Swenson, M.D.

Margin is the space between our load and our limits. It is the amount allowed beyond that which is needed. It is something held in reserve for contingencies or unanticipated situations. Margin is the gap between rest and exhaustion, the space between breathing freely and suffocating.

Margin is the opposite of overload. If we are overloaded we have no margin. Most people are not quite sure when they pass from margin to overload. Threshold points are not easily measurable and are also different for different people in different circumstances. We don’t want to be under-achievers (heaven forbid!), so we fill our schedules uncritically. Options are as attractive as they are numerous, and we overbook.

If we were equipped with a flashing light to indicate “100 percent full,” we could better gauge our capacities. But we don’t have such an indicator light, and we don’t know when we have overextended until we feel the pain. As a result, many people commit to a 120 percent life and wonder why the burden feels so heavy. It is rare to see a life prescheduled to only 80 percent, leaving a margin for responding to the unexpected that God sends our way.

Hyatt says most people don’t know what Margin is, and even fewer have ever experienced it.  If you are longing for a change  and the ability to hit the pause button in your life, I really encourage you to check out his post and read about Planning your Ideal Week.  

Another great article is from the guys over at Accidental Creative, called Re-Factoring: A Smart Way to Refine and Conquer Whitespace.

That is my aim in this next season!

I have seen the life that is starting to emerge in the whitespace, and I am jealous for more of it!

I don’t want to retreat! I want to continue to be a contributor, and a person that adds value to the world through my life.  

I know if I intentionally claim space in my life, by implementing margins, I will have more focus, energy and flexibility to engage the challenges my days hold.  

Thank you so much for reading, and I pray that you too can discover the life and possibilities that are embedded in the empty margin of your life!  

#7 The Name of the Lord for Today: The Balm of Gilead

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The Spirit of peace and compassion will bind up all our wounds.

Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there?Why then has not the health of the daughter of my people been restored?
                                     Jeremiah 8:22

Welcome to the lament of Jeremiah the ‘Weeping Prophet’

Jeremiah was a man confronted with the challenge of looking at his nation in light of what God had called them to be.  He was broken by the drift that had taken place. This was a people whose story was so unique! 

This nation Israel was a people scooped up out of the hands of oppressive slavery in Egypt and brought a land of promise to walk intimately with the living God.

As Jeremiah walked with God, and as he observed His ways, he was shattered by how far Israel had fallen. They had settled for lesser pleasures and lesser god’s.  

It is in the tears and agony of Jeremiah that this question comes exploding out of the text!  

IS THERE NO BALM IN GILEAD?

Gilead was a region famous for a healing balm that flourished there.  It was said that this healing salve from Gilead was so sought after it was worth twice it’s weight in silver.    

What was created to be sought after had become despised.  The healing that had once been given through this nation was now barren and void.  Surveying the brokenness of his people Jeremiah was devastated.  

Today’s name of the Lord: “A Balm in Gilead” met the longing of Jeremiah’s heart.  Jesus is the Balm of Gliead.  Like the balm that made Gilead infamous,Jesus was crushed for our healing.  

This fulfillment of this old testament prophet’s heart cry, gives me a deeper insight into the heart God. He is a merciful and compassionate God who is moved by the laments of His people.  He could have washed his hands cleans of this people on many occasions, but rather and He constantly chooses to engage our brokenness and pain.  

Jesus is a perfect example of that truth.  He came as ‘Emanuel’ and lived in our mess  so that he could lead us out of it!  The death of Jesus open our eyes to God’s relentless pursuit of us. Despite our rebelliousness He comes to lavish us with mercy and compassion.

#6 Name of the Lord for Today: The Wonderful Counselor will uphold you

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Writing to God: 40 Days of Praying with My Pen (Active Prayer Series)

During our move this weekend, I unearthed this awesome find!  Meg got this for my birthday a couple years back and it has been a great resource over the years. (Meg always knocks it out of the park with Birthday gifts)  As I was flipping through the pages, I found this entry that I would like to share with you today because of it’s relevance to the Name of the God for Today theme

Prayer of Names:

O God,

if I call you Father,

will you please watch over me and those in my house,

and guard us lie a watchmen at night?

O God,

if I call you Mother,

may I curl up next to you when I have nightmares,

and will you you soothe me when i am sick?

O God,

if I call you Lover,

will you keep me company through thick and thin,

and encourage me to my best self?

And God,

if I confess that you are beyond naming,

will you please be greater than me and beyond my understanding,

so that the things I cannot fathom but so desperately want-

lion-and -lamb peace,

feeding miracles by the millions,

tears-into-joy justice-

can be conceived and built by your imagination?

Will you please be holy so that I can be human,

to the best of my ability

The Wonderful Counselor will uphold you. 

Read Isaiah 9:6

What name of God- from this passage or from you journey of faith- resonates deeply with your spirit?

Take time today to read and reflect on this scripture as well as journal those thoughts in the form of a prayer to the Lord.

 

And the effect of righteousness will be peace,and the result of righteousness, quietness and trust forever

Isaiah 32:17